Nepal is on, what we know, as the “Fire Belt.” – a marking on the earth that seems to reveal locations for earthquakes, volcanoes and fires that rise up from the earth. There is another belt we are familiar with … Continue reading
(It has been three weeks since I have been home. Today in my devotions was Luke 21:19, “…by standing firm, you will gain life”. I wrote this blog post three days ago. I love how God keeps me on track)
As I write these blogs about my experience in Nepal, specifically during the time of the earthquake, I have been reviewing my journal entries leading up to that day. There was an undeniable connection between those entries and the day the ground shook beneath my feet. From Scriptures to Oswald Chambers’ comments, the LORD was preparing me for that day. Through the following scripture passages and quotes from Oswald Chambers, God was preparing my heart to, “stand firm” so that I wouldn’t give in to the chaos around me.
Oswald Chambers’ comments
— “the burden is lightened by the sense of companionship.” (with the Holy Spirit).
— (based on Matthew 11) – “No power on earth or in hell can conquer the Spirit of God in a human spirit, it is an inner unconquerableness.” (yes, that is a word).
— (based on 2 Kings 2) – “do not forecast where the temptation will come, it is the least likely thing.”
— “you have remained true to God under great and intense trials, now beware of the undercurrent.”
— “unguarded strength is double weakness.”
— “kept by the power of God” is the ONLY safety.”
— (based on 2 Corinthians 1) – “our capacity in spiritual matters is measured by the Promises of God and not by our education or intellect.”
– Psalm 55:9, “…destructive forces are at work in the city…”
— Psalm 55:16-18, “As for me, I call to God, and the LORD saves me. Evening, morning and noon I cry out in distress, and He hears my voice. He rescues me unharmed from the battle waged against me, even though many oppose me”
2 Chronicles 15:7, “But as for you, be strong and do not give up, for your work will be rewarded.
2 Chronicles 15:15, “…they sought God eagerly and He was found by them. So the LORD gave them rest on every side”.
(Morning of the earthquake)
2 Timothy 2:3, “endure hardship with us like a good soldier of Christ Jesus”.
2 Timothy 2:4, “no one serving as a good soldier gets entangled in civilian affairs, but rather tries to please his commanding officer”.
2 Timothy 2:7, “reflect on what I am saying, for the LORD will give you insight into all of this”.
2 Timothy 4:2, “Preach the Word; be prepared in season and out of season; correct, rebuke and encourage – with great patience and careful instruction.
Practicing spiritual health, spending quality time with Jesus, is the only thing that can truly prepare us for a crisis. Be it physical, financial, emotional, relational, or whatever. Basically any kind of crisis.
With the help and companionship of the Holy Spirit we are able to see, with our own eyes, Christ in the middle of any crisis.
I write like this because I want to share what the LORD has done in my life and to give you an eternal Hope in your journey.
I don’t expect all my readers to agree with what I write, but I do expect that somehow what God poured into me and how He prepared me through Oswald Chambers’ words and various Scriptures, would also encourage you in your journey as you not only face the crisis in your story, but also live.
How do you prepare for what life throws at you?
What are some lessons you have learned from crisis’ that you have experienced?
How has God’s Word impacted your life?
Thank you for joining me on my journey. Blessings on yours.
This was my fourth trip to Nepal to serve with a ministry that buys and frees slaves. We hold women’s conferences in a church and as the speaker, I encourage the women to grow in their relationships with Jesus Christ through various topics that lend themselves to the Discipleship process already going on there.
I am very intentional in preparing a team for the ministry, opportunities and experiences we might have there. The number one way in which I insist they prepare is to, “stay in The Word“. God is writing each of our stories and as we stay in His Word, we will grow to see how it weaves into the fabric of our lives. I cannot stress enough how important it is for ALL of us to take time to “seek first the Kingdom of God…” (Matthew 6:33).
This trip would prove to be one that would challenge each of us to rely on God through the unique relationship we had cultivated with Him during that preparation.
In the hours following the initial earthquake….. (excerpt from my journal on April 25, 2015, following the Nepal earthquake).
“Fear, anxiety and emotions are running high. I think I am internalizing them now. I pray, I sing, I claim the power of God. The aftershocks continue as we sit outside the church. We are being encouraged to move to the open field behind the church to seek greater safety”.
As I walked out to the clearing I began to sing, “I’m gonna go with Jesus anywhere, no matter the roughness of the road….”, a worship song we have often sung in our church. The Holy Spirit reminded me of Psalm 91:1, “He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the LORD, “He is my refuge and my fortress, my God, in whom I trust.”
That day, I also chose to trust God with every shaking fiber of my body.
Once in the field, I look up and see power lines criss-crossing the sky, which presents more danger and uncertainty if they were to fall. But before more fear can take hold, the Holy Spirit showed me what He wanted me to see instead.
For the first time, in a few hours, I felt a twinge of peace in my soul that “everything was going to be alright”. God was truly present and He would see us through this. No matter how uncertain the circumstances were going to be, I could be certain that God would continue to be faithful in this situation. Looks like He chose to calm His child instead of calming the earth storm.
We hung out in the field for awhile and once it was “safe enough” (which was debateable), we headed back to the church site.
By now you might be thinking that “Kinita is really good at memorizing scripture”. I assure you, I am not. I can usually remember the words of a passage but not where it is found. Or I will remember that a certain book and chapter of the Bible is significant but can’t remember why.
That day, I believe the Holy Spirit gave me the help I needed by speaking those words into my ear. When I got home, I looked them up and found them in print.
Believers in Jesus…..here’s how it works. When we say, “we died and we are now hidden with Christ in God” (Colossians 3:3), it means first we have died to our own desires, passions and expectations and that God is our protector, shield and guard. The Holy Spirit is our companion. Unfortunately, so many people say this and then in a crisis, run and hide behind idols. That day, something died in me for good. Even though I can’t quite put into words what died in me that day, I can say with more clarity and vigor, that God’s Words and His Presence became more alive and palpable than ever before in my life.
We have an incredible gift of His “Shadow” (Psalm 91) and yet some still choose the things of this earth.
Please understand, I haven’t arrived. God continues to refine me. My prayer is that God will use this experience in my life to give you the Hope that He wants for you.
That day as Kathmandu was lifted approximately 1 meter in the air (statement made in a report I read), I believe I was lifted onto God’s shoulders as a reminder of His care for me (Luke 15:5 was prayed over us before we left on the trip).
Although I continue to deal with some physical ailments from that day, my heart is stronger today because of how God showed Himself to me when I looked up.
“Shoulders” by King & Country …was a great inspiration and a song I held in my heart throughout this particular trip and as I prepared for going.
Thank you for journeying with me. May the LORD be gracious to you when you look up.
Where is the earth moving under your feet and causing you uncertainty?
What is the earthly storm you are going through?
Where are you looking?
How do you respond to the “aftershocks” surrounding the crisis in your own journey?